i am insecure, yet i will never show it. inside i am dying, but you shall never hear my woe. tears, that fall from my eyes, drizzle down my cheeks, the bleakness of my heart, is it beginning to show ? i hide myself from the world, for i fear that if i show my weakness i will never find my true strength. but linger on what i am afraid of, and of everyone knowing so. or is that the secret. is the truth that to expose your weaknesses, to show who you truly are the key to becoming who you're meant to be. when i tell the riddles of my heart, then will who i was, and who i am becoming begin to merge. becoming as one, one stronger person. indefeasib
because even if i did tell you, would you understand, could you truly comprehend my thoughts and feelings. would you judge me on my insecurities, or laugh at my thoughts. are we truly together, living amongst each other as one soul, madly, deeply in love. or are we just two bodies, lingering in the midst of love, not really having it, or understanding. if i ran away, would you follow, or would you let what we had slip through your fingertips, would you let me go. or would you hold fast, whisper in my ear our love is forever, it is undying. hold me in your grasp, never let me go. don't let me fall into the abyss like so many others have.
i am insecure, yet i will never show it. inside i am dying, but you shall never hear my woe. tears, that fall from my eyes, drizzle down my cheeks, the bleakness of my heart, is it beginning to show ? i hide myself from the world, for i fear that if i show my weakness i will never find my true strength. but linger on what i am afraid of, and of everyone knowing so. or is that the secret. is the truth that to expose your weaknesses, to show who you truly are the key to becoming who you're meant to be. when i tell the riddles of my heart, then will who i was, and who i am becoming begin to merge. becoming as one, one stronger person. indefeasib
because even if i did tell you, would you understand, could you truly comprehend my thoughts and feelings. would you judge me on my insecurities, or laugh at my thoughts. are we truly together, living amongst each other as one soul, madly, deeply in love. or are we just two bodies, lingering in the midst of love, not really having it, or understanding. if i ran away, would you follow, or would you let what we had slip through your fingertips, would you let me go. or would you hold fast, whisper in my ear our love is forever, it is undying. hold me in your grasp, never let me go. don't let me fall into the abyss like so many others have.
sitting in a room dark as night, typing on my laptop. sad music is on repeat through my ipod playlist, sitting here with teardrops streaming down my face. i only want to be alone, to write and to be alone. in my heart i already am. people around me calling my name. friends and enemies, what's the difference. love and hate, what's the difference? emotions run so deep. i walk around living life like it's a big walmart logo. smiley face. when my heart burns, with fear, with hurt, with heartbreak. so many emotions i can't even explain. so many emotions you couldn't fathom in a soul so young. i'm crying out to you, crying out so loud. do you even